'So its hard - maybe you’re in the space where you’re at the metaphorical equivalent of the bottom of a hole, battered and bruised… do you just sit there? Or do you take a deep breath & summon extra-super-natural strength to go on climbing up and out towards the light?
Our desire is our will to live… we are created by an act of desire. We are desire, our aliveness is desire, Eros.
The will to fulfil and embody your dreams is of the same material and from the same place as your will to survive - it is your will to be alive.
Ask yourself this question: What does it mean to me to be fully alive?
That feeling, that orientation.. It empowers your movement when you’re down & when you’re up, when you’re struggling & when you’re in triumph… because that is what gives you & your experience coherence… direction, expressed with reverence through every action…
Its like the line of a pen drawing a sigil of innumerable complexity to summon to this time-space frequency [desire ... aliveness. being conscious]... YOU.
Answer me this:
What is your sacredness?
What are you the mortal demi-god of?
This is your incantation, your temple.
To many… it might seem imperceptible…
but it is your guiding structure.
Let yourself loose in this web & you will end up where you need to be.'
- extract from Scribe's Journal, March 2021